A week ago today I had to call the vet at this time and take my little Peanut Oreo for an Emergency visit. Last week was the worst day of my ENTIRE life. Little Oreo's heart murmur took its toll and she began coughing as fluid was beginning to fill her lungs.
It was time to put her to sleep so she didn't half to suffer. It is never easy saying Goodbye to a fur baby as just a month prior I had to put little Skeeter to sleep as she unexpectedly went into kidney failure.
Little Oreo was my Baby. She was 15 years old and that dog was ALWAYS there for me!!! She always had a way of cheering me up as I sat crying on my couch day after day when I was going through my church abuse trial. If it wasn't for Oreo I would have followed through and committed suicide with the whole church ordeal. However, I couldn't leave her and she rescued me.
Yesterday was my 8 year Anniversary of defeating the church. It's hard enough with the memory of that and even harder this year to not have my Peanut get me through these next 2 weeks cuz my civil suit began on the 23rd of September and ended on October 7th.
No fun coming home or being at the house not to hear her little feet as she crosses the floor to come see me.
I have experienced more loss this past year and the loss of Oreo is the worst of them all.
Perhaps, Skeeter passed 1st as she would be waiting at the Rainbow Bridge to show Oreo the way. Who knows, life sure can suck that's for sure!!!😓😓😓